Tell me it's okay

The old tapes are playing again, history repeats itself. I can't help but to think I'm losing someone important anytime soon. Feeling so insecure out of sudden like the things I cherish most are going off one by one. I'm trying my very best to salvage it, but it's not reciprocating. What can I do to make things right?

I'm down with sore throat again, must be last night's. Fatfat is down with cough too, hope he gets well soon!

URGH, I've to travel all the way to TJP alone (AGAIN) I'm late but who cares, I feel cheated so am not gonna to be nice anymore! I H8 travelling to far places alone I H8 crossing roads w cars I H8 when