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I decided to do a long update after so long, since it's holiday. I shall pen down some thoughts I'm having now.

I don't have the partay mood as of what I've expected before exams. Like my mood was totally killed right after the last paper. Probably is the red doings, practically no mood for anything. By saying anything I mean - stepping out of the house. I'm sorry I cancelled on so many people today. I feeeeeeeeeel so lethargic for God knows why. Been sick and on red during exams period, what a tragedy. I hope my GPA maintains, which is so out of the question. Maybe I should use one day or two to overhaul my emotion batteries. Like not doing anything that is hurtful to my brain anymore. I'm not tired physically, just tired, tired in the mental I should say. and now I'm still comtemplating to go club or not to go. Want to go out and have some fun but just couldn't bring my boday to move a inch and I hope I won't cancel the lunch/dinner out with LC tomorrow like last minute again or else he would skin me alive. Ha ha

So holidays here, and I did said I've many things to fulfilled but oh boy maybe it's only the start of holiday that's why I'm still at a lost of where should I start first, too much too overwhelming! Like vrrrrrrrrrrmmmmm holidays here and what's next! Oh, I'm trying drum if you did read previous entries. I'm enrolling in next week and hope the first lesson would turn out awesome and won't clash with anything like trainings. Speaking of Ultimate, boy boy how long have I not play ultimate? I totally missssssssss it, like as vast as the ocean. Ha ha ha. I'm so gonna play the whole of next Tuesdays out and get back my throws and stuffs. Step up step up I should!

Everyone.changes.so.i.just.have.to.get.use.to.it.

and so should I go party tonight?