sher say I look modelly here, so must post. Heh
Photoshoot, Partay, Sentosa (Y)
I think I should reflect on my words and actions soon, or just kill myself. Why is it am the one that is always giving the wrong signals when I didn't even say or do anything ridiculously wrong?
I'm sorry I made you think that way. I didn't meant it that way. Yet again I'm apologising for something I have not done. WTF seriously?
Because of 'that' he thinks I **** Damn, seriously I don't. It's like as if he is not doing it anyway. He is way more ridiculous than me and tell me why am I still clinging on to that pathetic hope?
It is so hard to pretend, so hard to ignore. But I will try with all my might.
As the day progresses, a little seed of doubt and insecurity grow into a stumbling block. I'm telling myself not to be bothered anymore. NO MORE. He can sux nuts.
Sakura buffet before training tmr. OMG, can vomit.
