PISSED OFF MODE

WHAT-THE-BARBERQUE SERIOUSLY

I'm damn pissed off now. I feel like swearing forever, I feel like tearing the whole damn world. Imagine someone just GIVE AWAY your precious one? Put yourself in my shoes, my dog, Candy, which has been with me for more than 2YEARS was given away without my bloody consent. Worse still, I wasn't told that my dog is NOT around. Reached home feeling effin tired after training, I did not realise my dog wasn't around, cause these days C was pretty sick. Due to her old age, she is mostly restless all the time or plain lazy. that's why she wouldn't come to the door and greet me. This is why I didn't realise she is not around at first. F! I was resting in my living room. My brother suddenly tell me, "Eh, very weird w/o dog hor?"

I thought it was some century of joke, I went up and look for C, to my dismay, SHE IS NOT AROUND. Dad was beside me at that time, so I asked him. He was acting shock that I don't know or we have agreed earlier on! He claimed that I agreed to give C away. LIKE WTFBBQ, if I agree, why must he keep me in the dark and gave her away when I'm not around and scold my brother for telling me????????????????????

Gave her away because my mum dislike C, her old age, her non-stop falling fur? Even humans get old, drop hairs and such. Why can't a dog? At that moment, many thoughts just flood through my mind, so unwillingly(I reckon) I asked my dad if he is old and balding so should I give him away. I regretted when I come to think of it. But I still couldn't forgive him LIKE ARGH, this is not the first time they gave away my pet. Tears bursting out, so I walk off and took a bath to cool myself down. Otherwise, I think I would be in a quarrel with him manx.

Pets definitely give owner problems, which pet don't? Okay, maybe some. But old age, dropping furs is NOT PROBLEMATIC AT ALL HELLO? My sane run off when I heard that they getting a new puppy(I know, my dad is trying to lighten his 'wrongdoing' by getting me a puppy) BUT THIS PISSED ME EVEN MORE, I nearly went insane. What's the difference between C and another puppy? They said they didn't want to have C at home anymore, because with pets, it makes the whole house stinks blah blah blah.

THEN WHY ON EARTH GET ANOTHER ONE, doesn't a puppy makes the house even W-O-R-S-E? Have to train the puppy all over again doesn't need time, energy or anything!???????

WHO ON THE RIGHT MIND would give away a dog who knows how to go toilet to clear her bowels, go OUT of the house to walk around and come back on her OWN? LIKE TOTALLY COOLNESS, we didn't even teach her. C just recgonise the way during the first few months when we brought her down. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. F

I just regretted that I didn't play with her more this morning or take more pictures of her. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhh, I WANNA CRY ALREADY.

WHATISHAPPENINGTODAYSODAMNSCREWED

I still haven't had my dinner, damnit. I don't want to go out with my dad, I'm still angry! but I'm hungry! ARGH. AND DAMN, I drop two endzone catch today and my face is BURNT. F! F F F F F F F F why why why why