mixedfeelings

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I want to get in very badly, but something is just not right, now.
I feel effing terrible and scare.
I'm reciting to myself that, "I would if I fight for it, real hard"
but why do I've this very bad feeling when I just see it?

I'm suffocated by all those projects datelines, upcoming tests, trainings &leagues. I hope I can survive through this ordeal. :\ Sometimes, I just wish that there are two Sharons or probably four will be better?

HMMMM...

On a happier note, weekends approaching. I love Saturdays and Sundays, inside story.
&this Saturday I'm going sun-kissing with Jo! and Sunday there's league and inside story! :D

Hello, I'm popping a dozen of study-pills, but it doesn't work.
How?

Whatever, I'm back to gulp my eyes on Gossip Girls.

You know you love me,

XOXO

(L)
It's a maybe thing