put up a strong front

I really need to kick away all my lazy bones.
Today
I woke up late again,
& not being able to meet Jos in bus again.

Freak. Tired,
fall asleep during lecture again.
Self-slap.*
School was just the same old thing.
with Jos laughing at everything
with Liying checking up new hot cuties.
with Theo never ending laughing at my facial expressions.
with Edwin finally 'joking' with us
it's fun. (:

ok,
why is it always the four of them!
seems like there's nobody in class to talk abt anymore!
not that close, so... *ponders hard*
ABC!##$%^&*!


Went to 'Frisbee Orientation' with usual clique,
Throwing & just throwing.
Was pretty fun,
just that I didn't play well.

Saw Rusydi on the way back,
he is having his soccer trial,
& heard from him that there's a second trial.
BEST LUCK BOY!

Frisbee is not as easy as I thought.
I'm having difficulties throwing well,
):

I wanna play it well.
This is the first time,
I wanna excel in something.
As in giving my very best.
I hope I will stay with it through out,
& up there one day.
If only I strive hard.
:D

I'm going for the training tmr
even tho I'm worn out (totally)

because I'm really enjoying :D