a normal day?

*Photos will be uploaded next time*


Sometimes, the world seems crushing down on me.
Til I don't know how to handle it
or even to face it.
Somethings are meant to let go
& forget about it.
when it's not meant to be mine.
it won't be mine,
even if I try with all my might.
If it's mine,
it will eventually be back, one day.


My head is spinning now.
but I'm not tired.
So, here I am to blog.
I'm already feeling not well when the night falls.
I don't like.
I think I need to listen to more 'joyful' music
& not those saddis music
or this post will get more & more e m o

=X



Work was fun today.
Learning malay is pretty good.
because you get to understand a bit here & there
when others converse in malay (:
so you will know if the person is badmouthing you or not!
(;
aku nak belajar melayu !
It means " I want to learn malay "

I realised,

just a small little matter that made me pissed off.
it would totally ruin my mood for the whole day
even though I'd a happy day.
but just a small stuff
I'm labelling today, a bad day.
Tmr will be a better day I guess (=
teeehee .


today
a 'handsome' horse
aka laobeibei
aka the tiger
came and visit me at my counter
I nearly couldn't recognize him. =X
but in the end I still rmb ! :D
& not long before
called me and disturbed me blogging
WORSE
He saw my blog link.
He is stalking my blog now.
& I'm saying his bad words.
OMG.

*ran off*