A lil story to share

I am still awake at this godly hour! (5:13AM) ;______________;

Such an owl. It's become my habit to sleep 'early'.
YES, as early as 7AM.

& I am meeting my nuts at ard 11.30am later on!
Crazy me! and I am still blogging now!

Well, the purpose of this post ?
is because I 'stumble upon' a kindof note in Jen's working place today.

There's a lil story on it ...

That says something like . (Summarised- My own version)

I will try my best to get the original one.

A boy asked the teacher " What's love? "

and the teacher asked him to go to the corn field and pick a big and good corn that he think is the best, on the condition that he can't turn back and pick the corns that he walk past.

At beginning, the boy saw a big corn but he didn't pick it up, because he thinks that further up the field there will be a better and a larger ones.

As he walk past another big and good corn, he didn't pick it up and thinks that there will be a even better one ahead.

He was about to reach the end of field, and realised none is better or bigger than those previous ones, and he came back empty handed to the teacher.

The teacher said, " This is love, good ones don't always come to you. If you always think that there is better ones ahead and miss out the present ones. You're probably missing out 'the right one' "

After reading this, I am feeling very mixed up.
I realised smth, up til then.

I wasn't repaying the kindness I've recieved.

Not once, but twice.

I am a witchy witch,

who doesn't know how to cherish someone's love for me.

& now I am regretting.

seriously...

but I don't know what to do!

H E L P!

I miss you!